Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Learning how to make dingy digital backgrounds


Just this morning I said today i will DETOX no sugar and definitely no sausage and peppers that my dad would be making tonight and then by 5:30 it started with a low sugar hard candy and quickly lead to stuffing a chocolate cupcake into my mouth and washing it down with an A&W Root beer, followed by Dads lovely greazy sausage and peppers.

failed again.
I want comfort tho.
and im weak
Im weak!!

The baby snores. she snores so loud. she had diarrhea today a bit cause they all feed her bad people food at the table, that stops. now she is on chop meat and rice to bind her. the snoring is so cute tho. I must tape it. I need to make a cd of her fav songs too.

viva la gigi!
i need to make tee shirts

26 comments:

Jerdleluvsjapan said...

Woah, love this Japanese background :).

DeeDee said...

Tee shirts? Why tee shirts???

It is so hard to give up sugar when it is around. I can only prevent myself from eating it by not having it in the house.

happygirl? said...

Temptation is hard to resist when it is so close.
Chocolate cupcakes are yummy, though...

silversiren said...

Hi Suzi. Don't be too hard on yourself about giving in to the comfort foods. And sugar is very addictive. Each day is a new beginning. Maybe don't do the detox thing until you are finished with the online classes. Then refocus, do the yoga, and detox. Your body and spirit will guide you, and you are already perfect.

dunielledabri said...

I know how it is. I tend to eat well during the day and think that I am doing so well and then I will need chocolate! Or whatever it may be. I also tend to throw things out the window. I talk to myself in my head about it and convince myself that it doesn't matter and I should just eat it. You know what I mean?
love dunielle

anni said...

Suzi,
I do the same thing, try to be good at eating right, then at night I eat whatever has sugar in it!!! Watch out cookies, ice cream, and even spoonfuls of brown sugar!! (I know it sounds awful, but when you are addicted!!)

I tried a diet that worked really well for this problem and got my insulin levels evened out. It is called the Carbohydrate Addicts diet. You can have treats once a day, but the rest of the day you eat low carb. It really helps me curb the insulin monster in me!
Anni

bLu eYd YoGi said...

i THOUGHt you were a veggie? no? i guess not~ eating sausages :)
LOVE.
e

Di said...

I love how you fully embrace what you do no matter what medium you create in. I posted about this just today on my blog. About how it's all about the creative process regardless of what medium you use.

Love what you've done.

re: detox, there's always tomorrow ;)
x

Morgaine said...

Eating great food is never a failure, hon. Don't beat up on yourself- you're beautiful & accomplished.Enjoy your life!

dragondaughters said...

lol you know we'd all buy gigi tee shirts!

love the background! really good colours.

dont push urself too much suzi. goals are good but dont have too many! if you need comfort, allow yourself to be comforted.

would love to here baby gigi snoring on the next video..shes so cute!

hugs,
al xxx

nollyposh said...

wOw girl... lOvE the 'getting out into the world' thing (ie) Sharing yourself X:-) sighhhh would soo love to do an 'in tha flesh' class with ya chickie and the 'background computy thingy' looks fab!!! xox

expframe said...

Tee shirta!!! Yes!! The comfort thing, give yourself a break...maintain portion controll and you can eat anything...I think it's when we deny ourself is when we HAVE to have it!!! the detox idea is good but only when ready...hugs.........

L'il Dog Foo said...

Did the Carbohydrate Addicts Diet years ago. Lost a ton of weight and felt great! Time to hunt down the book and do it again.

You can have your cupcake and eat it too, as long as it's during your dinner hour. Sausage and peppers would be a great low carb lunch.

jackierocket2 said...

I would so buy a Viva La Gigi t-shirt!

cartoongoddess said...

Sausage and peppers is a an important component of any detox. Enjoy them.

Larke Jewell said...

Raina and I would absolutley wear a "Viva La GiGi" T-Shirt! I think the back should say something like "Got Dog?" Hee Hee.

suze said...

I do it EVERYday! If everyday is a new beginning then I screw it up everyday. I want to give it up but I can't. If it's not in the house...I'll go get it. Sugar is a drug and I am addicted!

krissy said...

I am storing some of my minimum wage paychecks just for this class! And the mermaid party happy suzi time fun pack thing as soon as that comes out. There's nothing better than a suzi mermaid. So exciting!

gwen said...

You should put that saying on a tshirt and her photo too, it would be too cute!!
Nice digital background. I just recently came across a digital scrapbooking site called scrapblog.com, they have all kinds of cool digital backgrounds, stickers, letters and more! And its all free!!
You would love it!

Jenniwren said...

Hey Suzi, 2 of my 3 dogs snore, one of them really loud. (Sometimes she even wakes herself up!) But I guess if they can put up with my snoring, I can put up with theirs! Poor bobby, the only one who doesnt snore has to put up with all of us!

Nina said...

Sugar REALLY is addictive - like tobacco. So when you're ready, you'll have to cold turkey. But you can't do everything at once!

=^^=

renelli said...

How did you make that background? What software did you use? Was it easy? Could you show us how you did it on U- Tube?

Luv ya,
Edie Simons

Shonna said...

I'm glad to know that I'm not the only one who feel really weak lately!!! Suz, I wanted to let you know that I finally painted my Dutchie girl that was inspired by you!!!! Come check it out on my blog and let me know what you think.

Gigi said...

Hi Suzi,
I would so buy a Gigi tee shirt.
After all, she's my namesake.
Don't feel too guilty about the eating, after I worked out today I went back to work and ate 3 pieces of birthday cake. We had a party for someone's 30th today.
Hug the babies for me!
Love,
Gigi

Ms Dragonfly said...

gigi, what a great name. your new baby looks like the sweetiest thing! so all worked out in the end. glad you're so happy :)

Mandala Michelle said...

Hi Suzi Blu,

Have you ever looked at some of the artwork on zazzle.com? Some of it is commercial but a lot of the art is cool. It's another way to support artists and you may even like having a site their for your own stuff. I use it to promote my mandala designs. Just a thought. AND... LOVE YOU and YOUR ART and YOUR PURPOSE.