Tuesday, June 26, 2007


So this is what I've been up to. white geisha like faces, collaged dresses. I cant show you what she is looking at yet. Come here on Friday for the video and auction <3
Its hot today. hot hot. I dont have air in my car. I just came back from the shrink who told me I must FORCE myself to take breaks when I paint. Yesturday I went straight from 10 am until 930 pm, I think I ate a banana and some cheese. Not good. Part of loving yourself is to the ability to let things go once inawhile. To stop in the middle when it doesn't look so good because you deserve it. A break. A sandwich. All of that time wasnt productive even though I was working. When I am tired I make mistakes and re work and re work and end up messing parts up. With a good nights rest I was able to fix the problems, and now look how pretty she is! All of that toil and fret for nothing.

Monday, June 25, 2007

monday blueees

I woke up at 10 today, an awful thing to start doing. I felt groggy all day, painted, but didn't get much else done and still it took me a long time to focus. Now its 9:37 and Im wide awake. so Im going food shopping. Ive been a vegetarian for 3 days now. Tofu stirfrys have been the staple and Im getting a little sick of it.
eh, im moody right now. I need cookies.
Oh someone told me about privatephone.com I havent gone there yet. Its a free telephone service where people can leave messages. Might be a cool thing to do with my youtube subscribers. come leave me phone love.

Friday, June 15, 2007

So Im vacuming and when I turn around pooh is up there on this chair. You gotta understand though, pooh is 14 and just this month he's started something new...we want to be picked up everywhere we go, we want to drink water from the bathroom sink - oh Im old..pick me up. He's always looking at me to bend over and carry him around, which I like actually. Hes my baby. And he's not scared of the vacuume cleaner mine is quiet and I can vaccume right next to his head and he never cares, so to see him up high like this was hilarious. usually I put the white bench under the brown table for him to use to get up there and here he is jumping up on everything unaided. Little stinker.
I'll still pick him up though.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Red Hearts and Yellow Tea

What is happiness to you? Is it swirly and red with hearts and cats and yellow chamomile tea? Does it dance like the sheep dance? I am happy these days although nothing extraordinary is happening. I have papers due. My phone doesn't ring very much. Yet, I feel like I'm in the right place. My sketchbook is overflowing with ideas for next weeks paintings. I have learned how to make my own frames! I want to paint under the big tree outside of my window. And read my textbooks on the grass.

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Of Sheep and Power Tools

Its breezy breezy. I have the windows open. poopie sleeps. as he does.
I'm learning today about how to make frames for canvas. thick wood ones to elevate
paintings from the wall. More space to paint over.
power tools will be involved I think.
I would like to kiss sheep today but I dont think that will happen.
maybe this week?
sheep need to be kissed. or at the least sheep hugged.